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Ritalin Helps Sometimes
02:16
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You dyed your hair
But I stayed quiet
I should try it
My temples are graying
You dyed your hair
What were you saying?
I can’t focus
With this ADD
Or ADHD, gee
Where’s the waiter?
I can’t focus
I will regret it later
Don’t leave on a sour note
I’m betting bitter is better
On the back of the throat
I just can’t pay attention
Everything moves so slowly
Ritalin helps sometimes
Kabuki make up
Drag queen camouflage
This isn’t La Cage,
Or 1986
Kabuki make up
Self-esteem tricks
Don’t leave on a sour note
I’m betting bitter is better
On the back of the throat
Internal thoughts
May come spitting out
Flitting about and
Otherwise a nuisance
Internal thoughts
Are not worth two cents
Don’t leave on a sour note
I’m betting bitter is better
On the back of the throat
I just can’t pay attention
Everything moves so slowly
Ritalin helps sometimes
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Feeling kind of queasy here behind the restaurant
You had both elbows on the table
Manners dear, manners dear
You spoke; I was distracted by your manners dear
This is not the goal for you and this is not the goal for me
But this is how it’s gonna be
Wow, this miscast role for you
Has taken such a toll on me
Apparently, apparently
I’m feeling sick
I’m feeling gaunt
So this is what you want?
This is what you want
I get up off the pavement
I hear a children’s taunt
Something about ghosts and the spaces that they haunt
I think about metaphors
I think about woes
I think about suffering and your awful elbows
This is not the goal for you and this is not the goal for me
But this is how it’s gonna be
Wow, this miscast role for you
Has taken such a toll on me
Apparently, apparently
I’m feeling sick
I’m feeling gaunt
So this is what you want?
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Thank God for our love
even though you know that
there's no God,
no love,
no gratitude
it's a platitude
lyrics like this appeal
to masses
the hordes in junior college classes
borrowed thoughts - semi-stolen
struggling with a semicolon
Every generation fixates on love song
every generation asphyxiates on love song
gagging and choking on idealized make believe
every generation fixates on love song
every generation asphyxiates on love song
You've got to win her heart
even though you know that
there is no heart,
no winning,
just a bitter feud then
solitude
which is really not that bad
we've been had
pop songs call it trauma
ditto musical drama
it's a period
not a comma
Every generation fixates on love song
every generation asphyxiates on love song
gagging and choking on idealized make believe
every generation fixates on love song
every generation asphyxiates on love song
Thank God for our love
even though you know that there's no God
even though you know that there's no love
even though you know that there's no gratitude
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Fiction of Affection
02:26
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This fiction of affection
Viagra erection
best seller, for years now
The glib way
we can speak about experiences
which are not our own
best seller, for years now
This distraction of destruction,
lowest bid construction
It’s a bust cellar, for years now
saline bags, implantation
boy's heads in rotation
breast seller, for years now
This distraction of destruction,
lowest bid construction
bust cellar, for years now
this curation of creation
greatest hits compilation
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5. |
This Will Be Hell
02:56
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This tastes like sweat
though I know it is not
I never sweat
viscous like snot
Deeply formed lines
this furrowed brow
a map of defeat
measured in crow's feet
This won't be tough
this won't be hard
in fact
this will turn out well
who are we fooling?
This will be hell
Sometimes you drink
sometimes bar tend
I was quite good
on either end
Sometimes I use
other times I deal
once I declined
but then I changed my mind
This won't be tough
this won't be hard
in fact
this will turn out well
who are we fooling?
This will be...
Hell, its getting late and
I am dying here.
It s getting late,
and I am dying here
What's with these moods
that shift and shift?
steady descent,
seldom a lift
Lethargy trumps
any goodwill
"One giant leap,"
fuck it, let me sleep
This won't be tough
this won't be hard
in fact
this will turn out well
who are we fooling?
This will be hell
Combing my hair
is now a chore
cowlicks in gray
withstanding gel and spray
Hell, its getting late and
I am dying here.
It s getting late,
and I am dying here
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She was loath to call me Mr. Good Time Charlie
And kind to avoid Enabler
Despite a predilection for all things barley
Like Hemmingway, only stabler
So she knew me as St. Bernard
Which had charm, class and wit
But these things never last for long, unlike
Play dead, roll over, sit
With time the bond weathered/
She felt most free when
Running the emotional gamut
She and reality were untethered
When she took a devotional gambit
She seemed to be an avalanche
An analogy that fit
Swallowing all as you fall, unlike
Play dead, roll over, sit
Now there are no pet names
Or even pets to name
No Charlies
Or time,
no good
Now there are no pet names
St. Bernard and the Avalanche
Are not the same
Replaced by bone,
Water and wood
So she knew me as St. Bernard
Which had charm, class and wit
But these things never last for long, unlike
Play dead, roll over, sit
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